Blocked

Letting go of you is hard
Because there's a part of you in me
And I hate I can't recognize myself
When those bits can come out so easily

And I know we're related but I still see so much difference
Between us, you always made that clear
You always cause a fight at a slight disagreement
And you made me hate everything

I'm letting go, not of the past or the things you did
But cutting you off completely
You're not the golden boy, though she'll tell you otherwise
I think you're the worst in my blood line

Don't expect me to ever call you back
I blocked you're number when she said I could give up
Don't expect a warm hug at the holidays
I'll just ignore you, like the good old ways

When I wouldn't reply to you for hours in the kitchen
Because I knew if I backed down, your behaviors would repeat
My old therapist, I saw when I was seventeen
He was so right about everything

He told our parents you're the reason I'm so fucked
That I could never find a proper type of love
And here I am wasting time writing a song
That you'll never hear

I won't ever back down
I played your games and was the bigger person for far too long
But I won't stoop to your level at all
It's so simple now that you're blocked