It Isn't Fair

I always fight the ones I love the most
I push them away just to see how long they'll stay
Before my bubble pops and they can't recognize who I am anymore
When I let my guard down and become someone else
Is it worth fighting for

I want them to scream
Right back at me
You taught me that no one cares
Unless they show you how loud they can get
It isn't fair

I'd rather just blame myself, apologize and move on
Than tell someone else how bad they hurt me
Cuz every time I confronted you, you never changed your actions
And now I don't believe in second chances

I want them to scream
Right back at me
You taught me that no one cares
Unless they show you how loud they can get
It isn't fair

It isn't fair
All those years
And I'll admit I still get angry
I wish you didn't hate me
After all, I'm your only brother
Yet, you made me feel so much smaller
And now I don't want you in my life
Now or ever

I wish they would scream
Down at me
I'm tired of them feeling sorry
Cuz no one can fix how bad you hurt me
It isn't fair
It isn't fair
It isn't fair