Sinz of the Father

This goes out to my first borns
Logan and Laura
I'm sorry I left you behind
When I was trying to get ahead

Logan, Logan

I remember a time I was a better man
And saw you open your eyes into this Neverland
I never thought I would live to be so diseased
Your pops, a fiend? I swear I never, man
I couldn't keep it together thru this weather, man
It all started when you was in the 2nd grade
I did what I did to please my own ease
And then I went and chased my dreams

But on me! I never meant to break your heart
And on me! I never meant to be apart
And on me! I never meant to leave you scarred & lonely
I'm sorry that I fed you lies
And on me! I'm sorry that I made you cry
And on me! I'm sorry that I said good-bye
And on me! Please forgive me, boy, I'm sorry
For the sins of your father

The day I lost your love I felt bothered
Now all my days in life have been harder
I'm no martyr
I lost my son & my daughter
Cause I sinned as a father
Some time has passed, and now you've grown farther
And the hole inside me is getting larger
I wont falter
I love my son and my daughter
Though I sinned as a father

Laura, Laura

You stole my world, you was my everything
Daddy's little girl, yeah I remember, man
I never thought I would love me something so sweet
We was a team, and we was everything
But one day I left, and then I never came
And your moms was sad, so embarrassing
To hear all the things I did when you sleep
Because I was a creep

But on me! I never meant to break your heart
And on me! I never meant to be apart
And on me! I never meant to leave you scarred & lonely
I'm sorry that I fed you lies
And on me! I'm sorry that I said good-bye
And on me! I'm sorry that I made you cry
And on me! Please forgive me, my baby, I'm sorry
For the sins of your father

The day I lost your love I felt bothered
Now all my days in life have been harder
I'm no martyr
I lost my son & my daughter
Cause I sinned as a father
Some time has passed, and now you've grown farther
And the hole inside me is getting larger
I wont falter
I love my son and my daughter
Though I sinned as a father

Logan, Laura

Now here I am, whatever's left of me
I survived the things that were the death of me
Even thru my strife, I made a new life
With my new wife – a new breath of me
And 2 new sisters with discrepancies
Cause Nala was born with Lyssencephaly
But Nova is fine, I hope they both shine
With both of you by their side

Cause on me! I never meant to break your heart
And on me! I never meant to be apart
And on me! I never meant to leave you scarred & lonely
I'm sorry that I fed you lies
And on me! I'm sorry that I made you cry
And on me! I'm sorry that I said good-bye
And on me! Please forgive me, yo - I'm sorry
For the sins of your father

The day I lost your love I felt bothered
Now all my days in life have been harder
I'm no martyr
I lost my son & my daughter
Cause I sinned as a father
Some time has passed, and now you've grown farther
And the hole inside me is getting larger
I wont falter
I love my son and my daughter
Though I sinned as a father

I sinned as a father
I sinned as a father
I'm no martyr, I lost my son and my daughter
Cause I sinned as a father

I'm sorry for everything
Please forgive me
I love you both with everything I got
And that's on me



Credits
Writer(s): Jason Ortiz
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