Despite all my efforts... I fade away

I've shed so many tears
And now I wait to die
For ages I've tried my best
Put in my everything
And I see I've never been enough
So now I'm packing all my goodbyes
Leaving only a note behind

Forcing myself into isolation
Withdrawing again
So nobody can see my pain

I tried to cut myself
But everything is too blunt
All it leaves is red marks
That'll disappear in a day or two

Hopefully soon I find a car
That is going fast enough
Hopefully soon my seizures will end
Hopefully soon this pain will cease



Credits
Writer(s): Kenna Warne
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