These Long and Lonely Nights

It's nights like this
When I am reminded
Of all my failures
And all my regrets
Sometimes I want to forget I exist
Sometimes I feel if I take a final step
And fall off the edge
It will all come to an end

All this pain
All this ache
All I've known
Is suffering, apathy, blamed

Following the trails of blood
Unknowing that the blood
Is of my own
Wandering in circles
Trying to find my way
Out of the cold

All these years
I've been blamed
And as a result I feel so worthless
Afraid to leave my house
Afraid to interact with society

My nihilistic ways
Took hold of my heart
I wonder if I fall in love
With my depression
Whether that would leave me too
All I've known is failure and rejection
I was hoping you'd be the one
Who'd understand
Now I see I'm only wasting away
In such a hollow shell



Credits
Writer(s): Kenna Warne
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