Role Model II

Okay
I'm going to attempt to kill myself
You can try this at home
You can be just like me

I'm cancerous
The shit I spit is riddled with leukemia
Kill a Christian
I'm fighting crucifixions in the media
Call her Australian
Smoking on macadamia
Taking it to the throat from the villain of academia
When I peel back the foreskin
And shove in my penis with no lubrication
The game's vagina is chafing with laceration
It suffered abrasions
Like my ex bitch Kaylen
Sex was crazy fuck around and call my next bitch Kaylen
I'm going manic!
This is not a drill
Alert the authorities
Currently adorably impure
I need me a warranty
From the devil
Level headed rebel stimulate your cochlea
Surgically verbally shoot up a nursery
This isn't hyperbole
Ever since I was a kid they told my ass I special
Cuz I didn't know shit but causing wrath with a pencil
Wrecking havoc on the tempo
Attacking the instrumental
Disintegrating your mental
Facilitating a genocide
Smoke weed take pills
Drop out of school
Kill people and drink
Express your opinion like it's still legal
I'm dumb enough to put my faith in a god
So I'm dumb enough to paint my nails and play with a cock
Some people only see that I'm white ignoring thought
Instead of reading into the lines blind to the rhymes I jot
But I don't get pissed
Y'all can't even see thru the mist
How the fuck could I be white?
I don't even exist
You could be gay straight
A slave to the game
In a day and age where what you say
Outweighs the stones and the sticks
Choke a bitch and tell her you love her the same day
And this is how I'm sposed' to teach kids how to behave

Now follow me and do exactly what you see
Don't you wanna grow up to be just like me
I slap women and sell drugs by the elementary
Don't you wanna grow up to be just like me

I've been fantasizing bout a gender reassignment
Curiosity and influence disease upon a psyche
This machine that I'm piloting ejected me now I'm parachuting
Down to the ground when I'm crowned by the crowd at my execution
Anointed a disappointment at birth
The failure of the family for better or worse
Aware of it my therapist slit her throat right in front of me
Still alive without closure so imma fuck what's in front of me
Homicidal asphyxiation
In the mist of all your patience
Voicing yourself is dangerous
Instead of mediate they medicate I meditate alleviate me from my life
I'm cutting your belly open I'll choke you with your intestines
The crime you have manifested transpired your anorexia
Dying to see the tears of the liable and offended ones
Mother
Are you there?
I love you
I never meant to be your only son with a felony
Awaiting conviction
Can someone explain me the difference
Of victim or perpetrator when thrown into the position
Of submission to the system
A statistical destiny analytical legacy
And in limbo with pregnancy
Artificially rest in piece when you graduate college
Adopting the mind of a scholar
I mean sheep with a paper
But who the fuck am I
A high school dropout addicted to drugs
With his only hope being music
Tip toeing life of a bum

I ODed on the 28th of August Happy Birthday Dad
Don't you wanna grow up to be just like me
Got arrested on the 14th of October Happy Birthday Mom
Don't you wanna grow up to be just like me
Woke up in a psychiatric ward not knowing who I was man
Don't you wanna grow up to be just like me
I lost everything I loved to all the drugs that finally set me free
You prolly wanna grow up to be just like me

Fucking a bitch she sucking my dick so get back
Father of twins your daughters we swim in quick laps
Bloody your clique I love when the stick go click clack
Slaughter your kin The Martyr Of Sin got big gats