Hatred

You wonder why I'm so full of shit
Have cried so much in my life that I'm defending it with my hate
Tryna swallow my hate
Don't wanna be full of hate
But otherwise I could kill myself
It's kill or be killed
I gave up on this world ages ago
There's nothing left
Sadness, hate
Hate, sadness
I'm hatred
Can't be surprised I'm too weak for this shit
Every time I'm tryna stop it
It's getting worse
I'm always tryna do something better
It fucks up in the end
I lost people
Also I lost hope in people
God
I really don't wanna be like that
How can I not think about doing it?
Man fuck these lessons I wanna be healthy
I wanna be normal not an outcast
And all this shit I got in return
That makes me cry with blood
Tearing my fucking eyes out
This time
I don't wanna trade pleasure for pain
I'll just sit here numb
Wishing I won't have shit to write these lyrics about
But I always have
There's always something new mental in my mind
Take the knife
And scrab my thoughts out of my brain
Don't have many views lately
I can cry on this platform safely no one fucking hears

Wanna die
But I fucking can't
Gotta fucking wait
I'll fucking wait
I'll fucking wait
I'll fucking wait
Gotta fucking wait
I'll wait
I'll wait
Gotta fucking wait
I'll fucking wait
I'll fucking wait
Gotta fucking wait
I'll wait
I'll wait
Gotta fucking wait
I'll fucking wait
I'll fucking wait
Gotta fucking wait
I'll wait
I'll wait
Gotta fucking wait
I'll fucking wait



Credits
Writer(s): Gorn Gorn
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