Inside the Crown

I need help, I need more, I need guidance
I need strength, need get away from the violence
I need help, I need more, I need silence
So I could go pray, and hope god can come find me
I pray a lot, god the one I confide in
Sometimes I question him, but ain't switch sides yet
Sometimes it gets tempting
Sell my soul once, and I'll live better the rest live
And I know mama's been stressing
Been broke, now I need to go invest in more weapons
People gone try to take what I got
Gone try to take the spot
That I've worked so hard to get in
People talk a lot, but it's they envy and pride
I know that I am the best, fuck just out of LI
I'm the best alive, and I ain't even hit my prime
Say I should be more humble, but tell why should I
I done built shit from the dirt
I been through the fucking worst
I built shit from scratch, and lost it all in some months
Then I was at rock bottom, almost jumped in front a truck
Now I'm back in this shit, like I never fucking left, motherfucker
That ain't my ego talking either, this is me motherfucker
This ain't my ego talking either, this is me motherfucker

I been humble, and, what the fuck that get me
I been friendly, and what the fuck that get me
I been giving handouts, shit what the fuck that get me
When I got down low, everybody start to forget 'em
Now it's fuck 'em
But I still love 'em
Now if it ain't bout the money, won't discuss it
Mathafuckas bums, still ain't showin' nothing
I make more than a 9-5, don't even leave my bedroom, I am him
I am what you wish you was
I am what you wanna become
By the time I did twice, y'all even done it once
I let motherfuckers stay at the crib
Leave they shit
Did they features, mix they songs
And ain't heard from 'em since
Hold up, I ain't holding my tongue
I just roll 'em in blunts
I don't need no one else
Only who's with me now
If you left that's your loss
Ain't no coming back now
But whoever stuck around, we gone burn the city down
Ain't forget about, who gave up
Who was talkin' behind my back, and who really stuck
I don't hold hate in my heart, so I still got so much love
People told me go solo for so long, and now it's up
You was never big homie, why you telling people that
Why you go and switch the story, you a side character at best
You have bitterness & jealousy, inside of your soul
I can't save everyones, so I'd rather save my own
Said I'd rather save my own

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Writer(s): Dylan Daponte
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