Fox Tumbles*

Disconnected haven't seen the type of timing that I've been on
I watch a clock, stare it down new philmore
Exponential, my experience gon' feel short
Feel poor what's important what I see more

I feel sore, skin peels, apply peace corps
Peers snore, dreams built up, geared towards
Untimely, my demise is gonna feel more
Like a sent off into space, no Apollo

I'm at a crossroads, thinking bout my long goals
I have a vision for my dreams, what do I follow
I've been seeking, be insightful, Monte Carlo
There's a fox inside my head that sets the bar though

What will mother think? What will mother think
Surrounded by these sounds, asking will I sink
I've been losing lot of pounds, I've been on a brink
Fox tumbles around, hope one day I'll sink

Ask for your repent, please me
Beg God, Jesus peace on my knees, please
I've been chopping all my music like a peace tree
My pursuit, regain my sight, all I wanna see

Break the tension on your shoulders, take that head off
Place it carefully, and let me rest on bed rocks
Take apart the joints, which I'm configured, melt soft
Put a vessel in a castle up in Warsaw

Horseradish on a dish with some coleslaw
Yes my roots provide the comfort that the world bought
A pearly song with lights reflected
I never check my section, had some Judas type infested

Yeah, in strife I do my best and
Complacent, book a Westin
I grew so much eclectic
When my father left and

The taste was sour best that
I forget where my head at
You bleed, I bled, we felt that
Nothing to show regret that

I went to school my birthday, I saw some car cars
Sirens in my head I'm swerving, I can barely walk
My dad in cuffs and had him serving, I missed the breakfast
He wake up already serving, I stumbled to the sermon

Gather round and pray for pops, all the poles were hurting
He got arrested while I showered and it had me hurting
A few days go by lurking, he missing, we not searching
I start connecting dots, I had the time when COVID hitting

I piece together fitted, what hit me all at once
Was the lil' talk we had on Christmas
My mother told the truth, the teary eyes that had me wishing
I was six feet under with the grave up in my kitchen

Grew a tension, without it, no reflecting
We couldn't talk for weeks, we need each other, hard headed
The void apart and rifting, I got no gifts for Christmas
We sold all our possessions and lately I've been missing

Oblivion and Christian, but man I lost ambition
The cross on my neck, missing, symbolize our mission
Some immigrants with vision, came to the US, blew like fission
I rap no hand precision, he back, I hardly miss him

And now we feel the effects
I'm disassociated, fill my plate but never get
I'm sinking in the sounds without regard and much regret
The scars that stay a while, gotta keep chugging at the rest, yes

What will mother think? What will mother think
Surrounded by these sounds, asking will I sink
I've been losing lot of pounds, I've been on a brink
Fox tumbles around, hope one day I'll sink

Ask for your repent, please me
Beg God, Jesus peace on my knees, please
I've been chopping all my music like a peace tree
My pursuit, regain my sight, all I wanna see