PICKING AT MY SOUL
woke up this morning
thoughts already pouring over
i don't wanna be sober
it's pushing me closer and closer
i'm way outside my body
i'm looking at me, foggy
everything i do, everything i say
like astral projection but every hour of the day
fast paced so it hits me on 25
i do things to remind me i'm alive
things that hurt, things that get me high
like getting drunk and then going for a drive
woke up this morning
thoughts already pouring over
i don't wanna be sober
it's pushing me closer and closer
i don't wanna fall asleep cause i'm scared
of all the shit i see, the nightmares
terrifying, how they painted
so i, so i stay up and get faded
pack a bowl, pour a cup, call my ex, get fucked
hit a rail, wreck my truck, get slumped, get stuck
i don't wanna fall asleep
i don't wanna
i slipped into my own mind
i'll have to let you know
when i get out
in here i can't tell time
so i can't tell you when, or even how
i look around try to ground
but i can't remember how to now
woke up this morning
thoughts already pouring over
i don't wanna be sober
it's pushing me closer and closer
i don't wanna fall asleep cause i'm scared
of all the shit i see, the nightmares
terrifying, how they painted
so i, so i stay up and get faded
pack a bowl, pour a cup, call my ex, get fucked
hit a rail, wreck my truck, get slumped, get stuck
i don't wanna fall asleep
i don't wanna
i don't wanna fall asleep cause i'm terrified
you don't see what i see through my eyes
i never get a break, so i ache
i don't got no control, i don't got no escape
it wants to consume me
picking at my soul to eat
ruining my brain, acid rain
and i can't do a god damn thing
thoughts already pouring over
i don't wanna be sober
it's pushing me closer and closer
i'm way outside my body
i'm looking at me, foggy
everything i do, everything i say
like astral projection but every hour of the day
fast paced so it hits me on 25
i do things to remind me i'm alive
things that hurt, things that get me high
like getting drunk and then going for a drive
woke up this morning
thoughts already pouring over
i don't wanna be sober
it's pushing me closer and closer
i don't wanna fall asleep cause i'm scared
of all the shit i see, the nightmares
terrifying, how they painted
so i, so i stay up and get faded
pack a bowl, pour a cup, call my ex, get fucked
hit a rail, wreck my truck, get slumped, get stuck
i don't wanna fall asleep
i don't wanna
i slipped into my own mind
i'll have to let you know
when i get out
in here i can't tell time
so i can't tell you when, or even how
i look around try to ground
but i can't remember how to now
woke up this morning
thoughts already pouring over
i don't wanna be sober
it's pushing me closer and closer
i don't wanna fall asleep cause i'm scared
of all the shit i see, the nightmares
terrifying, how they painted
so i, so i stay up and get faded
pack a bowl, pour a cup, call my ex, get fucked
hit a rail, wreck my truck, get slumped, get stuck
i don't wanna fall asleep
i don't wanna
i don't wanna fall asleep cause i'm terrified
you don't see what i see through my eyes
i never get a break, so i ache
i don't got no control, i don't got no escape
it wants to consume me
picking at my soul to eat
ruining my brain, acid rain
and i can't do a god damn thing
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Writer(s): Tara Rinas
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