Growing Pains

There is anger in your face
I can sense it in your veins
Help myself to my growing pains
The hell will always stay the same

You could play with boys in your high school class
You could do your work or sit on your ass
Why the fuck do you act like that?
Misogynistic, and your life's so sad
Honey I could buy bottles of wine
Falling off the roof or ending up dying
Drown out my pains
Drown out the fear
Of sudden death no longer here

Oh-oh all my, (all my)
Growing pains
Oh my aching face
Do I live today?
You don't answer me anyways
Do you feel the pain?
Can you feel my veins?
Did you get your way?

Growing pains i'm on the floor
My legs are weak I am no more
To be without you I can't lie
I feel the need to rather die
I am not alive ahh
I'm barely supported
I'm always distorted

"Growing up is not so bad"
That's what they say
They're never sad
To have a big heart
I want to love, but I can't do that
I lost my trust
My hope is rust
My mind can't trust
I cannot rest
I fail my best
Put to the test
My bones are still breaking
I feel I am taking all these drugs
I want to run
Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
Forever, forevermore

My little lamb is rather damned
To be alive is a curse I've had
To be the Shepard is rather tough
Watch my heard don't take my stuff
The sun is high, and I still cry
I want to die, you think I tried?
I cannot cry no-no-no not anymore
All my growing pains run out that door

Growing pains i'm on the floor
They take over I am no more
To be without you I can't lie
I feel the need to rather die
I am not alive

Ah-ah-ah
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Growing pains I try
Ah-ah-ah
My growing pains
I am in vain ahhh
Ahhh-ahhh-ahhh
Ahhh-ahhh-ahhh