Hate and Envy

I showed you how to love yourself when you couldn't
I helped you be a better person when you thought you shouldn't
And all I asked for back was your love and you just wouldn't
Give it to me
All you did was leave

I took note of all your quirks I studied you like a student
My heart is pretty strong but you had the silver bullet
You always pushed away the good and I never understood it
You took my life from me
And now I feel like I can't breathe

So Imma
Runaway as far as I think I can
Cause I don't wanna see you with another man
No I don't wanna see you being happy
Especially if it's not you with me

So Imma
Runaway as far as I think I can
Cause I don't wanna see you with another man
Cause those smiles were supposed to be meant for me
Why am I filled with so much hate and envy

Hatred runs through my blood should I let it take its course
Envy looks painted on my face but I've had looks that were worse
I made a deal with a Devil I was easily coerced
It's not fair that I'm the only who's feelings got hurt

Why was it so hard for me to finally runaway
Girlfriend for the weekend I truly hate that Saturday
Running as fast as I can and this time it is a race
Burning everything about you and not leave a single trace

So Imma
Runaway as far as I think I can
Cause I don't wanna see you with another man
No I don't wanna see you being happy
Especially if it's not you with me

So Imma
Runaway as far as I think I can
Cause I don't wanna see you with another man
Cause those smiles were supposed to be meant for me
Why am I filled with so much hate and envy

I don't know why I couldn't break through you
Maybe I needed a long break from you too
I've done it all and more than you ever asked me to do
But you use me, play me and treat me look like a fool

So Imma
Runaway as far as I think I can
Cause I don't wanna see you with another man
No I don't wanna see you being happy
Especially if it's not you with me

So Imma
Runaway as far as I think I can
Cause I don't wanna see you with another man
Cause those smiles were supposed to be meant for me
Why am I filled with so much hate and envy



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Writer(s): Caleb Banks
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