Isolation

Ima keep
Distance
All of those that would not listen
Words that are written
Were just Indifferent
Feel like they becoming my whole existence

Times where I'm treated like someone who different
Voice can not permeate, Barely existing
Looking through me cause I had no ambition
Problems is never giving no assistance

Now I'm Doing
What is Right for Me

Game is Like Monopoly
Every time I really
Go
200 Life with Me

Make em See the Mission
Feeling Like I'm Omniscient

I got the wisdom
Times where I didn't
Created Man
That you do now witness

But I gotta take it back, Take it way back
Before 2010's And the times where I'm at
The
School and I ain't on block
I could've been dealing but parents won't stop

Pushing me to the books and to get education
I knew in my mind, I had more that was waiting
I knew in myself, I was born to run nations
But didn't know how so I had to have patience

So stuck in the classes and dealing with stupid lil kids
Even if I'm at the same at the age as them
I knew we move different cause thinking bout winning in life
And y'all trying to be cool for your friends

By picking on me cause I wouldn't say nothing
Inside I feel rage and I swear I ain't bluffing
When I say at one point that I want me a gun
So you feel what I feel with the push of a button
But

The fear in my mind about what could happen
Prevented that so you just lucky I passed it
Accepted Depression even thinking bout cutting myself
And instead I just turned it napping

Sleep is the cousin of the Death
The only family that would invest
My Mother ain't care
My Father won't there
And my Brother just treated me like I'm a guest
Guess

I don't have purpose (Do I?)
That is main question that would cross mind
Would it be worth it (Would it?)
If I hit continue and lived life

I could sit back and accept how it goes
Instead change myself so I learn to get close
To everyone that I just said that I hated
I grew to hate self even more then those

That I
Learned to get Distance
All of those that would not listen
Words that are written
Were just Indifferent
Feel like they becoming my whole existence

Times where I'm treated like someone who different
Voice can not permeate, Barely existing
Looking through me cause I had no ambition
Problems is never giving no assistance

Now I'm Doing
What is Right for Me

Game is Like Monopoly
Every time I really
Go
200 Life with Me

Make em See the Mission
Feeling Like I'm Omniscient

I got the wisdom
Times where I didn't
Created Man
That you do now witness

You do now