Purspektives. (feat. KAYRXN)

I just wanna be done with all of the madness
All of the nights with no passion
All of the times that you hiding your phone cuz you think that I wanted your password
We not locked in like that but
Never thought you would lose the key that fast
Now sitting here with a cleaned out pad
And a mean ass look on my face
Like lower my expectations
To the floor and I get so anxious
To the point where a text to an ex
Sex reminisce so I don't stay awake in my head
I sleep when I'm vacant
My bad
I heard it a hunnit times from you
I guess the 25th one I'll forgive and forget
I'm giving and giving and giving
I don't give a fuck feelings
I'm a pet, I'm a dog, I'm a villain
Told you that I'm the one to bring home to your father
To get in your drawls and I did it
I'm not ready for love I'll admit it
I'm still playing field
Like it pay me a mil'
Hate being touched
Hate being someone that gotta be real
I stay for my thrills

I don't know how to pick a side
Momma told me I gotta live my life
But I cannot lie
I don't know how I'm still alive
Think I'm Running out of time, oh Lord

Wishin that's how I could carry it
Trying to be a lor dog, a lor villain, the loverboy in me just buries it
Don't wanna hate you, but I'll be the first to admit that it's kinda hard not to
Don't wanna talk, even if I got to
Hard to open up to people that's not you
Don't really know who to trust with my heart
It's the people like you that make loving so scary
Play me before I could play you
I ain't wanna play you
I wanted to go and get married
Duck off the face of the planet with my lor shordy
I guess that you ain't see the vision
Breaking my heart with efficiency, doin' it differently
Girl, you completed your mission

Now I don't know how to live my life
Momma told me I gotta give it time
Don't apologize
I don't know how I'm still alive
But I'm running out of time, oh Lord