Heartbroken

Been tryna run away from my depression
It comes back every time it hits me like a weapon
You were cheating on me, I was still protecting
You and your friends were at the club sexing
Heartbroken, I'm heartbroken
Heartbroken, I'm heartbroken

Thinking you're so sneaky by doing that shit
But that whole time I always knew it
I knew you would cheat, I knew you would do it
Even though I threatened suicide if you put me through it
But you still did it anyway
And yes, I still cried every single day
It hurts so bad, you changed so quick
It makes me feel nauseous, it makes me feel sick
Every day I'm tryna run away
From these problems I face
I'm not in the right headspace
Till this pain goes away
Playing agendas around different people
That's how it started, that was pre-sequel
She is a demon, she is just pure evil
She knew I wanted to die but she still decided to cheat
I cut myself up, I had blood on my feet
Therapist wanna talk, I gotta take a seat
Sat there and told her everything you did to me
Tears in both our eyes and we could barely see
Please change for the best, you're hurting everyone
Lotta times I just wanted to get a gun
Just pick it up and just blow out my brains
I don't really wanna feel none of this pain
You had priorities, I was never the main
If it was my fault, what could I have changed
You never wanted to talk like real adults
Instead you cheated and said it's all my fault
We fighting this, fighting that, your love is was gone
Once you started going to clubs I knew it wouldn't last long
Cause of this girl I made so many sad songs
Did it anyway even though you knew you dead wrong

Been trying to run away from my depression
It comes back every time it hits me like a weapon
You were cheating on me, I was still protecting
You and your friends were at the club sexing
Heartbroken, I'm heartbroken
Heartbroken, I'm heartbroken