Childhood Trauma
People done crossed me and judged me
People took my life from me
People done crossed me and judged me
People turn they back and say they still love me
People done crossed me and judged me
People turn they back and say they still love me
My whole life I was judged by my looks
Judged by the way I act, all that hate I took
Now I'm grown up and I'm very reserved
Wonder if all that pain that I took was deserved
Not at the time cause I was just a kid
People would tell me that I'm annoying as shit
Kids and family would beat me up for it
Now that I'm grown I'm dealing with the pain
As a kid that I had in my mutha fuckin brain
I know that you think it didn't change a thing
I remember everyday I would just cry
Cause it felt like I had no one sticking by my side
You could've helped me against them
But instead you decided you wanna join them
As part of your family and your own blood
I'm feeling really disappointed
People done crossed me and judged me
People turn they back and say they still love me
People done crossed me and judged me
People turn they back and say they still love me
I hate going in public cause of my trauma
My brain forming all different sort of problems
People say they won't judge me and I should go
But that 8 year old me doesn't really know
He has trouble just trusting anyone
Cause I've been mutha fuckin punched and beat up
Cause I just wanted to try to be myself
Now I'm feeling different than everyone else
I wish you could see all the damage you done caused
Cause of that shit now I'm filled with so much flaws
And I got scars on my heart and my back
When I was little I'd just feel attacked
I can't trust anyone anymore, not even family
You done closed that door
I'm glad I was your laughing stock I hope you feel okay
Cause in my life you done caused so much pain
People done crossed me and judged me
People turn they back and say they still love me
People done crossed me and judged me
People turn they back and say they still love me
People done crossed me and judged me
People turn they back and say they still love me
People done crossed me and judged me
People turn they back and say they still love me
People took my life from me
People done crossed me and judged me
People turn they back and say they still love me
People done crossed me and judged me
People turn they back and say they still love me
My whole life I was judged by my looks
Judged by the way I act, all that hate I took
Now I'm grown up and I'm very reserved
Wonder if all that pain that I took was deserved
Not at the time cause I was just a kid
People would tell me that I'm annoying as shit
Kids and family would beat me up for it
Now that I'm grown I'm dealing with the pain
As a kid that I had in my mutha fuckin brain
I know that you think it didn't change a thing
I remember everyday I would just cry
Cause it felt like I had no one sticking by my side
You could've helped me against them
But instead you decided you wanna join them
As part of your family and your own blood
I'm feeling really disappointed
People done crossed me and judged me
People turn they back and say they still love me
People done crossed me and judged me
People turn they back and say they still love me
I hate going in public cause of my trauma
My brain forming all different sort of problems
People say they won't judge me and I should go
But that 8 year old me doesn't really know
He has trouble just trusting anyone
Cause I've been mutha fuckin punched and beat up
Cause I just wanted to try to be myself
Now I'm feeling different than everyone else
I wish you could see all the damage you done caused
Cause of that shit now I'm filled with so much flaws
And I got scars on my heart and my back
When I was little I'd just feel attacked
I can't trust anyone anymore, not even family
You done closed that door
I'm glad I was your laughing stock I hope you feel okay
Cause in my life you done caused so much pain
People done crossed me and judged me
People turn they back and say they still love me
People done crossed me and judged me
People turn they back and say they still love me
People done crossed me and judged me
People turn they back and say they still love me
People done crossed me and judged me
People turn they back and say they still love me
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Writer(s): Noah Schmidt
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