Grow Old With You

I never expected to find someone so perfect, flawless,
Beautiful N serene
When all I ever feel I am is just worthless, cautious
In my own cubicle
N a dreadful being
I know I'm a lot to handle at times
N maybe a little more now since I'm sober
Somedays I go so numb I can't feel anything
But somehow feel a glimpse of your warm energy keepin' me safe
You are my rock, you shield me, you heal me

I wish that I could write more baby
I wish that I could keep myself true
I'm sorry when I get crazy
Please forgive my bipolar rollercoaster moods
Sometimes just stuck in a rutt N I don't know what to do
Sometimes just down in a funk N feelin' like a fool,
Weight on my shoulders slowin' down the set plans
I replayed over in my head again N again for me N you

Demons in my brain, drivin' me insane
Trynna break the chains so that they are free
Won't let me do my thang
Always plottin strange
Twisted N deranged devilish deeds
I just wanna pursue my dream
N give you anything
Travel this world N rock every stage
Girl just you N me
Freedom to do as we Please
Oh yes indeed,
My Beautiful Queen

Drownin' down in the Trenches while still stuck above The Veil,
You came in N Shown your Light on my life's Madness Reel,
Went N showed me how to live right N actually Feel,
Girl your the reason why it never works with them ratchets still,
When my demons try N drag me back down to that field,
I hope you happy wit the man that left N the one who is here,
I promise I'll never Hurt the Fam
No matter how much they Whisper in my Ear,
I Wanna Grow Old With You,
I'm just makin' that clear

I wish that I could write more baby
I wish that I could keep myself true
I'm sorry when I get crazy
Please forgive my bipolar rollercoaster moods
Sometimes just stuck in a rutt N I don't know what to do
Sometimes just down in a funk N feelin' like a fool,
Weight on my shoulders slowin' down the set plans
I replayed over in my head again N again for me N you

Demons in my brain, drivin' me insane
Trynna break the chains so that they are free
Won't let me do my thang
Always plottin strange
Twisted N deranged devilish deeds.
I just wanna pursue my dream
N give you anything
Travel this world N rock every stage
Girl just you N me
Freedom to do as we Please
Oh yes indeed
My Beautiful Queen

You see it all in me even when I can't see it myself
Yuh,
You keep it raw N gritty but still sweet for my mental health,
Girl you know what I Can Be even when I can't believe it's felt, agh!
You hold me down baby when I'm feelin' like floatin' away,
Yuh,
You smile crazy N try N brighten up my day,
You always tell me I can be anything I imbed in my brain,
You make this life a lot less lonely thanks for bein' my Queen,
My down to ride, main homie N everything in between,
(So perfect for N to me, the girl of my dream,
I love you more than anything N with every Atom In My Being)
(Abstract Poetry)



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Writer(s): Dakota Smith, Evgenii Nergeim
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