All Good

It's been 5 years and counting since I steered away from home
5 years and counting talking with my Momma through the phone
Had to get away before I got confronted with a chrome
Still tryna make sense of all the thoughts up in my dome

Been drinking since the age of 14, I'm ashamed
Even worse? It was always other people that I blamed
Never took responsibility for who Allan became
Played like an Xbox, but I'm a lover for the game

Fame seems to be the answer. Shit, I know it really ain't
But my pockets are empty, fucking dry like paint
And I know I've done a lot shit, I know I ain't no saint
Lord hear me out. I'm not ungrateful, just got a complaint

Why the good kids always suffering? Gotta do the hustling
Tryna understand but this shitty world is puzzling
Drinking past my limit, now my feet seem to be stumbling
Yelling at the sky, wondering if somebody's listening

It's all good now
All is said and done
All of it was fun
Everything was good while it lasted

Now it's all going down a slippery slope

But it's all good now
All is said and done
All of it was fun
Everything went different than forecasted

Now I'm tryna find a way to cope

A day my head stops spewing nonsense is a cold day in hell
Ask me how my day is going and I'll always say well
I lock myself with my emotions, man I hide in my shell
As soon as I'm in my room I start to break and I yell

I try to tell myself every cloud has a silver lining
I tell myself it all gets better but it keeps declining
All my shit keeps piling up, like it's all the perfect timing
All this rain is pouring heavy and the sun ain't shining

I always wondered if what goes up must come down
What goes down comes up, but I only sink and drown
So I just roll with the punches like I will never be knocked
Stand up every time I can, even when I get rocked

I'm swinging for the fences, though I'm hitting nothing but air
As much as I try to be positive, it doesn't seem fair
But life ain't fair, ain't it? Nope. Better find a way to cope
Life is hanging by the rope. Never letting go of hope

But it's all

It's all good now
All is said and done
All of it was fun
Everything was good while it lasted

Now it's all going down a slippery slope

But it's all good now
All is said and done
All of it was fun
Everything went different than forecasted

Now I'm tryna find a way to cope

It's all good now
All is said and done
All of it was fun
Everything was good while it lasted

Now it's all going down a slippery slope

But it's all good now
All is said and done
All of it was fun
Everything went different than forecasted

Now I'm tryna find a way to cope