Over It

My heart beats low, but if you listen close, you can hear it crack
I'm a fool for every time I asked to have them back
I thought they did, but they never really had my back
Because of that, I kicked out my life like a hacky sack

I don't slow down, nor let up, that's why momma pray for me
As soon as I get comfortable, I pick another place to be
Comfort means that I'm dying, sometimes means that I'm crying
Sometimes means I don't wanna push, but Lord knows that I'm always trying

I've been tryna find myself
I know I say it all the time, but it doesn't help my mental health
Been strategizing on formulas to pick up my wealth
I got great dreams, but awake I feel that I'm in hell

I try to focus on me
Why do I rush so much? Man, I'm barley 23
Yet I still feel like I'm running out of time
I always feel I'm running out of time

Need find a way out it
Can't stay here locked in and
I don't know where to go no more

Don't know how to go about it
My feeling are caving in and
I wish my heart didn't feel so sore

Someone show me there's a way out
Just show me there's a way how
I can focus on me, no one else
I feel lost ever day now I'm just

I'm fucking over it man
I'm fucking over waking up every day
And going to sleep every night
Doing the same damn routine every damn day

I'm tired

Fucking over all these fake people too
Acting like I gotta prove something to you
Fuck I gotta prove to you?
Fuck outta here

The more I look around in search of loyalty, the less I see
Is it much to ask to give me love for who I wanna be?
I can't beg for love, it's fake. Learned to love myself alone
Fuck them friendships that are over as soon as you hang the phone

I can do it alone if I have to, watch me go get it
As soon as you cross me, best believe I'm out and won't regret it
Apologies are shit without actions, never forget it
But fuck it, you know what you're doing, so don't even sweat it

Better bet it, I will rise from the ashes, they call me phoenix
Spiral up and spiral down. Call myself a double helix
I know all it took to make it here, I'd risk it all again
Wouldn't hesitate another day to go pick up a pen

What gives people the idea to think I'd ever need 'em?
Hanging on to my wings so when I rise, my ass can feed 'em
It's just me, myself and I motherfuckers ask G-Eazy
And fuck whoever thought being successful would be easy

Don't get me wrong
I love having people I love around me
But as soon as it starts impacting me in a very negative way
Better guarantee I'm cutting it off

Ain't no space in my circle for fake shit
Letr-A
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Credits
Writer(s): Allan Nunez
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