Letter to Momma

Yeah, I lost my dawg I don't feel nothing no more
Mixing up the connections like you, gunna let it go
Finding my way to the top did this shit on my own
I got super sick got depressed feeling alone
I got pushed in a corner Made me feel down below.
Sold loud couldn't do that's shit playing da role
My mind going crazy you don't even know
Seen my mom in da hospital slowly hurting my soul

(Ya)
I lost I cannot even lie
I took my pain and I'm really bout to fucking cry
I'm feeling lost but I gotta take a nine
I be gone but you know I'm never going to lie
(Ya)
And sometimes I be thinking about the past
I really grew up nigga really did the dash
Run up on me we goin run him like the flash
You mixing up my line cuz you really couldn't last

(Ya Ik)
I be battling my own time just trying to score like I'm on the goal line
(Ya)
I be shedding some tears I'm just trying to hold it back but I had a lil fears and I can't
You don't even know the pain I really felt
I feel drained like I was about to melt
I'm just trying to go hard like I'm back in the place
I can't even lie wanna lay in this place

Wanna lay in this place
I wanna lay in this place I been lost for some time
Ya I just wanna lay
Just wanna lay in this place

Have you ever had bad news come back to back
I'm just trying to live back I be back on these tracks
I be healing this pain I can't hold it right back
I be really on my own but I'm tracking it back
Na lil nigga I be trying to forces
Niggas trying to hold me down lil nigga get your own shit
(Ya)
I'm balling on the team cuz I'm trying to ball on me
I'm trying to go succeed so I can live up on my dream
But they giving out fake love what do you even mean
I'm going to go hard to the end by any means

This song is to my momma
Yo momma I'm really proud of you
Your going through a hard time sad to see you suffer to
You brought us up in this world your really special to
I know your having a hard time but you'll get through
You went through ends to give me a better life
Just trying to show you that you are really my light
You make make feel like a star that shines to bright
And your beautiful
I promise you your going to be alright



Credits
Writer(s): Jordan Parnell
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