My struggles

Been fighting demons all alone
I was crying off my phone
Nobody checked on me, I felt
like I was home

But then I felt my demons coming back to take me all alone
I was crying up in this place you didn't know the road
I was mixing my pain together with some med's
I felt like them shits really made me tense
I don't even know anymore
I feel like I'm dying slowly inside my head I gotta go

This is not my last song, I promise you though
I just need to take a break from all this social media negativity
Gotta go I'm feeling lost all alone
I'm feeling down for the road
I never felt so alone
Please just show me love tonight
I don't know how I feel
But I'm feeling the alright

I'm feeling the sad
I'm feeling the same
I'm feeling depressed
I'm feeling the rain
I'm feeling the pain
I never feel lost but I've been gone for a while
I'm making this song, so y'all come see my story, why
I've been so alone, and you really wonder why
I done seen my niggas switch on me, You wanna lie

This shit is my message to everyone
If you are doing bad, that's okay that's fine
But you gotta know, you going be okay
You gotta fight through your pain to get out through the rain
'Cause this shit is no pitiful lie
This shit is not going lie
I know you feeling painful
I know you wanna die
But that ain't the fucking answer
I know you'll be okay

Just find out another way to struggle throughout the day
But I know, it gets so hard, you feel alone feeling down with some pride
You wanna know, it's okay to wanna cry
But you got to be strong and you know why

This is not my last taking, this is the last time

I'll realize how life will go
Cause sometimes you need to be alone
To get through all your pain, you know