In The Mourn...They're Gone

Oh no...
Why don't you know? I'm out of love

I tried, you tried
We both tried, true
But imma give myself more credit
Cause I still choose you

And who do you think you are
To call me up at 4 in the morn?
Knowing that without a doubt, that I'd pick up my phone

First ring, first bling
Heart skipping few beats
Haven't heard from you, it's been what?
Few months? few weeks?
Long time no speak
Questioning everything

Talkin like, this and that
Little lady, you were feeling nostalgic
And I listened to all it
I know you just, wanna hear my voice
How I was, got me started with the lies
I'm messed up, I put up a front, with my hand up
I'm the sinner and you're the judge
This a wake up call
A sign from up above
I had a tell
I lived through hell
I lost myself
I almost fell (Baby Please)
I bid the devil farewell
Oh, I'll even give to you baby when there's nothing left

First ring, first bling
Heart skipping few beats
Haven't heard from you, it's been what?
Few months? few weeks?
Long time no speak
Questioning everything

It was 4 in the morn when you called and I began to mourn
You get to hang up while I feel strung up, cause I'm caught up
No no no

Back in the cycle of grief
I need acceptance, I can barely breathe
I lost a loved one, my closest loss
You died and came back
It can't be simpler than that
You knocked on Heavens doors
With open arms and everything came tumbling down
Tumbling down
Take it to the grave
These things you know
Awareness is a curse
But a blessing tenfold
No matter how much I think, I pray
I find myself needing more
No matter how much time I have
It's human of me to say I have no one anymore
No more, no more

Hmm
I think I'm changing
I don't know
Who I am...
Any-anymore
I think -
I -
I - I'm cha-
I'm changing
Ooo, ooo