curbside pickup and discussions of self-worth

Keep me warm enough that my body burns if I get too close
Beauty's "provenance in pain" is all I have to believe in
Now friends don't invite me out anymore
And I'll spend every night alone for the next five years
Trying to close the distance
You say I have to learn to grow
I know I should trust you and let this go
You claim I'm all that you need today
But I can't be there for you all the way
When I'm stuck thinking about all of what's wrong with myself
When I'm stuck thinking about all of what's wrong with myself

"he's a selfish waste of space worth nothing"
I'm sure I am, and she'll tell it to all your friends
She'll tell it to all your friends
"he's the devil that tempts you with hobbies and exploitation"
I'm sure I am, keep the cuts on my arm fed
And inner monologues of judgment from rest

You say I have to learn to grow
I know I should trust you and let this go
You claim I'm all that you need today
But I can't be there for you all the way
When I'm stuck thinking about all of what's wrong with myself
When I'm stuck thinking about all of what's wrong with myself



Credits
Writer(s): Aakaash Rohra, Liam Huynh, Valentina Gheorghe
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