garage sock!!

Are you fucking blind to the effort that I put in
To stay above all the others
Why can't you see how hard I try
How I'm exhausted from working on making myself better
It's not my job to bring your dead self back to life

You constantly voice your disapproval
What did I do to never deserve your praise
My eyes tear up at your lines
And I get asked why I cry
If your room reflects your mind
Then mine's a fucking mess
You say you love me
Have you never considered why I feel this way

Let me slip away
Taking shelter in words that don't even relate
When you finally fall asleep
Find me counting each and every second that I might be free

I can't decide if I'm justified
When all I want to do is deepen our divide
Cause every mistake I make is another break
In my nights, a predictable fight
You didn't fucking see all the mess I'd cleaned
You didn't bother to hear all of the words last week
Because according to you this'll make me stronger
Your doubt and your self-obsessed lies

Let me slip away
Taking shelter in words that don't even relate
When you finally fall asleep
Find me counting each and every second that I might be free
Let me slip away
I've been reaching for an answer to my pain
Not sure what I'm supposed to do
Disconnect myself or keep on loving you

You say "what would you do if you were in my shoes"
The only time I'm safe to shed a tear is on my walks down cawthra road
That you tell me not to waste my time on
I'm wasting my time on you

Let me slip away
Taking shelter in words that don't even relate
When you finally fall asleep
Find me counting each and every second that I might be free
Let me slip away
I've been reaching for an answer to my pain
Not sure what I'm supposed to do
Disconnect myself or keep on loving you



Credits
Writer(s): Aakaash Rohra, Liam Huynh, Valentina Gheorghe
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