Pathétique

There is nothing I can do
Bout this knot inside my chest
You smell like plum and rosewater
I've got mold growin' in my head
You gave me 3 goodbye kisses
I'm still high from how they feel
Who needs drugs when I've got you
Pray to god that this is real
Feel like I'm back in high school
Feel like I'm wasting your time
I am inherently worse
Than everyone who I'm just like
I'll still rot right by your side
Please just tell me what to do
All I want is to be useful
All I want is to be used
So bruise me break me just don't fucking make me look
Inside the mirror
Sweetheart!
Call me pretty in our little daydream
Or I'll never hear it
In my life again
In my life again
Do you think that we could make this last forever?
Wanna feel like this again
Stomach heaving shaky breathing
I think I should do more drugs
Sorry if I bored you baby
Sorry I wasn't enough
Wish that I had what you wanted
A housewife, boyfriend, hedonist
You just met me at the wrong time
Guess it's over, that was it
So lie to my face gimme all the clichés you
Think you can muster
Sweetheart!
Make me worried that I'll never be known by another person
In my life again
In my life again
I wish we could make this last a little longer
Wanna goodbye kiss again
And I say... (La La La)
So I'll be stuck right where I am
Smoking til my lungs collapse
Skin will hang right off my bones
I can be an alley cat
Changing absolutely nothing
With my worthless attitude
When they finally put me down
At least I'll give the worms some food
At least I'll give the worms some food
At least I'll have a little use
At least I'll have a little use
At least I'll have a little use
(uh, uh, uh)
At least I'll have a little use
I hope I had a little use



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Writer(s): Nano Siegert-wilkinson
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