speak or die?

I know that i
Was somebody's first choice
Three or four times
But they were just boys who only wasted my time
Though it's not like I had better to do
I know that i
Was never the easiest person for someone to like
Was it my fault?
Or was it just bad luck in life?
God if you're listening, I'm blaming you
I'm not Evelyn or Daisy, but enough people hate me
Barely making a 10-19
What the fuck is a teenage dream?
No one ever consumed me enough to write a eulogy
Is it better to speak or die?
I wouldn't know, I wouldn't know
I wouldn't know, I wouldn't know
I wouldn't know, I wouldn't know, nobody chose me
I wouldn't know, cause I'm lonely
I wouldn't know, I wouldn't know it
I wouldn't know, I wouldn't know it
I wouldn't know, nobody chose me
I wouldn't know, cause I'm lonely
I wouldn't know, I wouldn't know it
Why do I?
Open my mouth, when really I should just stay quiet
Stopping and staring when I know I should just walk by
I never had someone or something to lose
And why do I?
Blame it on allergies, I know you know I was cryin'
Should I give up?
Or should I keep tryna survive?
What would you do if you walked in my shoes?
I'm not Evelyn or Daisy, but enough people hate me
Barely making a 10-19
What the fuck is a teenage dream?
No one ever consumed me enough to write a eulogy
Is it better to speak or die?
I wouldn't know, I wouldn't know
I wouldn't know, I wouldn't know
I wouldn't know, nobody chose me
I wouldn't know, cause I'm lonely
I wouldn't know, I wouldn't know it
I wouldn't know, I wouldn't know it
I wouldn't know, nobody chose me
I wouldn't know, cause I'm lonely
I wouldn't know, I wouldn't know it