Self Destruct

This can't be real, everywhere I look it's always something
If you feel how I feel, then you would be sick to your stomach
I could tell you, they will switch up on you and then they judge you
Won't take no pills anymore, they only cause me self destruction

I can't do nothing but let go now
The times change and I wish it could slow down
I pray I made it once I go out
If you can't see the wave then you 'gon drown

And it's gon come unexpected (yeah)
And it's gon feel like the ending (it will)
They don't listen but they hear what I'm saying
I know that they do not respect me (they do)
Took me awhile jus to get where I'm at right now, give a fuck bout who left me
Took me awhile to control how I feel, but right now they jus making it tempting (oh yeah)

Imma lead by example I can
And my blood run deep 'cause Iran
High on life I done fell out with xans
No lie, they don't like who I am

Oh I don't need any friendships, I don't even want to shake hands (I don't)
They go by what everyone else say, I don't even know what they said (I don't)

It's not like I cain it's more like I'm abel
Look at the way that i'm turning the tables
They be out here telling they fables
Do this on my own I don't need no favors
Find God, hoes be looking for saviors
I tell the truth it fill 'em with anger
Sorry you ain't flyer than a angel
This life feel like nothing but danger

This can't be real, everywhere I look it's always something
If you feel how I feel, then you would be sick to your stomach
I could tell you, they will switch up on you and then they judge you
Won't take no pills anymore, they only cause me self destruction

I can't do nothing but let go now
The times change and I wish it could slow down
I pray I made it once I go out
If you can't see the wave then you 'gon drown

It's not real, this world cold as fuck, it'll give you chills tho
I'm like still, this is America where no guns concealed no
Or by the pill, either way it go somebody end up getting killed woah
This can't be real, too bad motherfuckers can't open they ears

Fuck that I think I got it from here
I see the light now shit lookin clear
I'm doing everything my way, look at how far this shit got me in year
They don't want to listen to what I'm saying, 'cause everything I say fill 'em w fear
I told em all to quit playing like where you think you go when you disappear

Hell nah I don't want no beer
Fuck that I don't need no drugs
That's all I wanted to feel
Had to show myself more love
Ain't no man I fear, except for the one above
For this shit I'd kill something, I'm not trying to shed no blood

This can't be real, everywhere I look it's always something
If you feel how I feel, then you would be sick to your stomach
I could tell you, they will switch up on you and then they judge you
Won't take no pills anymore, they only cause me self destruction

I can't do nothing but let go now
The times change and I wish it could slow down
I pray I made it once I go out
If you can't see the wave then you 'gon drown