Different Freestyle

Half of me is innocent and 50% is menacing
I fuck her with adrenaline then give her my intelligence
I don't live for relevance peace is my medicine
Green is my medicine
My woman is my?
I just want the medals in top shelf credit me like I deserve
Then I'll split the benefit with realist and the fearless trying to make the best of it
But they never get it yeah I do connect
I don't splash cash for the hell of it
I'm investing in my personal development
I've been sometimes living like a peasant lives
And other times I'm sleeping in some palaces
Good food pallet fed
This life I'm tryna balance it
I should know the way by now I've been through the challenges
And still I'm trying to manage it without causing more damages

Shit just really different now
Well shit been different for a while
And I've been doing different styles
Trying to move to different towns to get a new perspective on my life and say I'm living now
Coz no-one really sticks around
I've been doing up solo for so long that I don't really trust no-one
I don't even know no-one that's had the type of life I've had
They don't relate and don't try to that's wild man
But I ain't mad I'm focused on my money bag

And when I'm dreaming in my sleep
I don't want to be released coz this version don't compete
I'm grateful for my life but I need some more relief
All of this belief in myself I showed my proof and still no fee
And that ain't sitting right with me
I just want her sitting right with me
But she said that she don't love me no more I think she's lying through her teeth
I just think she wants to cut me deep
Either that or shorty is for the streets because I'm a king what do you mean
And I've been undervalued for a min
That shit has been making me be kind of mean
I've been in the cold from a child I was scorned
Burned the whole town down to keep me warm now I don't know where I belong

They say the weirdest stuff like I feel myself too much with that narcissistic love
Or I'm a victim of every situation but they're all so very wrong
I think I'm very strong
I could have taken my own life or someone else's one from all of what's been done
But I'm still filled with love
Restoring what they drunk I pour into my cup
I keep it pouring up and I don't give a fuck
What

Different choices that I make position changes everyday
Wishing to the stars I pray and manifest the pain away
I'm ready as I've ever been I'm finishing before the start
I've been playing a different game
I've been in a different lane



Credits
Writer(s): Tashan Rhoden
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