3Am Freestyle

I'm living in the present every moment like I'm nearly dead
Like I'm near the end like its in the air
Borrowed time maybe this is what this really is
Live full that's my rule to feel the benefits
I was just a kid in the pits with my head shaking in my fists
Thinking with a bitter chest
Like can I get a break from the kick of stress
Then I start remembering that I am forever blessed

Yes patience was needed here
For me though to be fair it took more than a minute to get anywhere
But I ain't going to sit here and be negative
It's all a bit delicate
You could never guess that my whole life's been a trip
I stay grateful I still exist
I pay in faith like them boys pay in cash at the dealership
And that's not the only part of what the difference is between me and them
My heart starves when my path is diminishing
I'm half menacing and 50% innocent
Many things hurt me to the full extent and then I turned militant
Everything I ever did and never said well no regrets
Even the most coldest depths
I know I chose these steps I took and so I'm owning that
And there's growth with that
I coped with that and I don't look backwards
I ain't being savage its factual I had to
I should go and get a satchel for the thankful
To put them on my back and carry them to the bank walls
Fake friends get cancelled and that's all
Not even prank calls
And these women are temporary the last one left me for a dude born natural
But he aint impactful he don't make mad moves
Sex is unfulfilling I bet that boy too casual
That boy too basic he aint TR let's face it
The big mistake was all the underestimations
Of what I am but let me say again to be clear
I should be the UK's greatest
Write UK rap king then slap my name in
Slow based pace I've been waiting real patient
But homage aint paid so now I'm here for the taking it's a home invasion
I've been trying to build foundations
But I don't know who for its only me here until due course
I stay resourceful like a shoe horse
Because true talk will move more to do more with new doors
I've seen the changes that my words make
I can make the world shake vibrate
Loving is the higher place



Credits
Writer(s): Tashan Rhoden
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