We Didn't Know

I'm just searching for better days
But I can't find an escape
I'm just looking for better days
But I can't find an escape

Screaming somebody save me
My mind turned against me
I'm walking it's hazy
I feel that I'm crazy
What's wrong
I don't know
Please go
Leave me alone
Scraped out the thoughts
Hollow dome
Got the scalpel
Cut out the bad apples
Where's Adam and Eve
Please I beg and plead
Deliver me to liberty
Cause when I pass
Who will remember me?
The gun to my dome
Fuck the legacy
Fuck Atlas Quest
Fuck everything
Slit my wrist
I am my own enemy
Can I fix it with the THC
Or methamphetamines
Thoughts in my dome
Like a kid with too many cavities
I can't listen won't listen
I'm a monster
Stranger in my head
I'm in foster
Mind elsewhere
Someone please call the doctor

I'm just searching for better days
But I can't find an escape
I'm just looking for better days
But I can't find an escape

Mind accelerating
We're all just actors
Tear me limb from limb
Witness my death it's Fear factor
I'll commit this sin
My brains splattered on the white snow
No one claimed him
He's john doe
He's at war
He's the one that lost almo
My mind caged
I'm an animal
Can't survive
I'd rather die
Look into my eyes
It's for you only
Save me it's what the demons told me

I'm just searching for better days
I'm just looking for better days
But I cant find an escape

Fuck it imma do it
Take your life
It's fucking stupid
All the voices in my head
Twist and turn up in my bed
I choose death instead
People told me don't do it
But I listened to the voices instead
Fuck it grab the gun
People will ask
Where did this come from
What did it stem from
When he took the 45
And he said he'd surely die
Don't Go
Don't leave me alone
Take me out the dark zone
Please
At his home he'd surely die
Peace
I love you
Goodbye
Atlas what are you doing
This life you pursing
You gon let it all end
What about your family
What about your lady
What about the Grammys
You were supposed to be great
Was it all a mistake
You thought suicide
Would make the demons go away
Make them disappear
Make them vanish
Can't undo the damage
What happened to Atlas
Weren't you supposed to
Conquer the planet
Such a great canvas
Tarnished by blood
What happened my son?

I'm just searching for better days
But I can't find an escape
I'm just looking for better days
But I can't find an escape

The fighting wouldn't end
Couldn't be a role model
Escape my problems at the bottom of a bottle
Hope I never wake up
Addicted to being fake free
My anxiety
Depression
OCD
Coming after me
My insecurities coming at my throat
I took my life cause I had no hope
No hope

I'm just searching for better days
But I can't find an escape
I'm just looking for better days
But I can't find an escape