Choking On Butterflies

I'm choking on butterflies while everything around me tries
To tell me that I'm gonna be fine, but I can't seem to think

Overcoming every obstacle I've ever had to face
Was rational and logical, but now the plot has changed
Cause I know what I'm missing, but I don't know how to get it
So I'll decimate whatever's in my way

I hope to find the pleasure in this pain
But I'm so lost that I can't hear your name
Without choking on butterflies

I hope to find the answers, and I hope to find them soon
Cause pondering these questions always leads me back to you
Oh, distances fade, but the difference remains
I'm the moth and you're the flame

I hope to find the pleasure in this pain
But I'm so lost that I can't hear your name
Without choking on butterflies...

Uuuuugh, allright
(No purpose, No direction)
Uuuuugh, do I have it in me?
Do I have it in me?

Hope is dangerous, cause I'm not the one in control
I'm helpless until all my feelings resolve
So therefore I'll call my own bluff
I'm choking on words, but I can't get enough

No purpose, no direction
Still I'm guilty of chasing perfection
There's not a thing I wouldn't do
There's not a lie I wouldn't tell
I'd drown myself in the wishing well
If there was even just a chance...

That I could find the pleasure in this pain
But I'm so lost that I can't hear your name

I hope to find the pleasure in this pain
But I'm so lost that I can't hear your name
Without choking on butterflies...

While everything around me tries
To tell me that I'm gonna be fine, but I, I can't seem to think
While choking on butterfly wings