All the Things I Should Let Go

I have traced these spirals to end
Scoured every pitfall I've descended
And all I wound up proving is what I already knew
That even though it's harmful, I just can't let go of you

I keep holding on to all the things I should let go
I tried to break the pattern, but it constantly evolves
Remedy every injury now, don't let the pain of the
Past get you down
I'm still holding on to all the things I should let go

Washed away the stains, nothing seems to change
Remedied the symptom, failed to cure the plague
Haven't slept for days, still I'm wide awake
Functioning as normal, even though I strain

I like to think I'm better than I was before
But I looked at the proof and now I'm not so sure
This won't end until I ask for more

I keep holding on to all the things I should let go
I tried to break the pattern, but it constantly evolves
Remedy every injury now, don't let the pain of the
Past get you down
I'm still holding on to all the things I should let go

When I found my purpose I felt like I didn't deserve it
Told myself I wasn't worth it, worked to earn it
I've been getting better, but I've still got far to go

(I can't let this go)
I'm an architect imprisoned by the walls
(I can't let this go)
That I once built as shelter from the storm

I keep holding on to all the things I should let go
I tried to break the pattern, but it constantly evolves
Remedy every injury now, don't let the pain of the
Past get you down
I'm still holding on to all the things I should let go