I'm Not Normal

This is the beginning of my life
Where I'm going through surprise
This is the kid who have birds
Might take some time to raise your signs
Who got believe to assemble the needs
I have suicide bomber
You know when I talk to remember
This is what when I speak truth
I got deposits of my bare hands
I'm singing my life and you already know that
Cuz I'm not normal what the fuck I have gone through is abnormal
I recognise my name when I learn to be happy
This is the crazy shit
Working hard to breathe
My nights are in sorrow
Fuck this world if it is hell
Sentenced in hurry
Church in my heart
Collision to every second
Keanu Reeves the nobody
Heaven is Surrey
Songs taking time to fly
Following through the way I cry
Hypocracy in living
Mind need strength
I have something you never believe
You got nothing that is the beleive
Here is power whenever you are free
This shit should never change
Cuz I don't care how you see me
What I've seen you can never imagine
These are not the birds that's just flying in sky
These are not humans that breathing in water
Who says I've been working day and night
When you don't listen me that is what I listen through
My heart is broken when I want to reach that moon
You are broken when you are free to breathe
I've problems you never make it
I'm walking alone but not naked
My eyes are week that is just focus
How to love you the way I want to is impossible
I'm dreaming in my car
Which is super fast
You hating me like I'm the star
Which is not reachable
These bridges are small to remove your shadows
How can you understand me
If you're still living in hypnosis of my words
You've got abilities but not that power whenever you wish
I'm still alone that's true
If my life isn't easy
I don't want to make it
You say I'm alive
I think that is a joke
These are the hills
When someone needs you to climb that rope
You fall thousand times cuz you don't know how far is that hill
Of strength and desire
I'm going through destruction
Feeling like eruption