Disappointment 2

I know I'm such a disappointment
I'm only drinking 17 after I made you try the 'erk
Try the blinnow, try the innerb
I don't know why I go berserk
Tryna be so positive, but life is pain, a nigga hinnurt
Chin up for my family
Y'all just wanna fuck these bitches
Hmm. That ain't my angle
I was broke and still had (never mind)
I ain't like these other niggaz
And I swear that ain't my favorite line
And it ain't about who did it first, that's why I take my time
If flattery in it's highest is imitation
Y'all niggaz really love me, I can tell by what you take from me
Happy February, let's make history, y'all just making memes
You ain't smokin on no Za, cuz my shit smoke and this the shake from P's
You niggaz Kaep'n, I ain't playin', I'm a take a knee
You worried I might take your bitch, but your league ain't my league
We ain't friendly fuckin' neighbors, this ain't make believe
I'll tell you like I told my kids, keep fucking playin with me!
Ain't a god damn thing that you could take from me
And you could try, but I got 8 ways I could make you see
I'm tatted like a biker
Slugged up like I'm Pimp C
Rest in peace to Chad, I'm riding dirty with the M&P
Wicked women using children to live on, but I can't relate
I'm just tryna mold an Ali out of a Cassius Clay
I'm too assertive, I'm a make my ends the passive way
What would I be if I had just gave up and ran away?
Why would I work so hard just so that I could hand away
All my enemies are dead, I can't even take the blame
I charge my car, and I don't have to load my card
I praise God cuz I can't even take the praise
I know I'm such a disappointment
I said I'd never love a binnit now I'm tryna raise some kinnids
Now I grab it out the binnow, used to pinch it out the zinnip
Don't let them people send you off, they just wan keep you mad like them
Misery loves company
Get the fuck from me
You showin' out, I'm showin' up in something A to B
This my everyday, I'm really who I wanna be
I only look back for these verses, I'm a forward thinker
Niggaz wanna shade me on they social, they ain't @ me either
It ain't smoke cuz I just thought you was a sassy tweeter
And you could show up with a half and still couldn't match me either
Plus when you really make it big they all gone catch amnesia
I be tryna stay high, but stay ready because it's game time
If great minds think alike, you ain't got no great mind
Niggaz swear the streets talkin' boy you heard that thru the grapevine
They gon find in due time, real treasure take time
I know I'm such a disappointment
But to be honest, I don't know what the fuck y'all niggaz expected
All my life I had to fight I feel like Celie twin
It ain't no happy ending to that really, I just still exist
You ever think a nigga like me could see a million?
Used to think I couldn't, but now I know I really can
I been numb so long, I seen my sons & I could feel again
Still, I can't stop putting all this ink up in my melanin

I know, I know

I know I'm such a disappointment