it's raining on bluegreen south mountain

you say in ten years you'll still be waiting for me
and that it doesn't hurt
'cause one day we'll be together
one day it'll work

but i miss all the perfect moments too
and there are some things i just won't redo, like
crying on my bathroom floor
wondering if you love me anymore, and
never feeling like enough
constantly terrified of breaking your trust
i know i said it was right person wrong time
don't wait around for me
because i lied
i lied

let me leave this behind
let me leave your mind
let me go, like you said you'll be fine

the rain falls down hard on my car
my windshield wipers can't keep up
birch tree leaves are falling and getting stuck
my vision is blurred as i splatter the mud
i put on my off-road tires just to handle our storm
lifted myself higher
just to keep you warm
maybe one day i'll reach the stars and saturn we spoke of
and float in peace as i watch our fire from above

but if i said
i'd be content
not throwing myself in the flames
that's a lie
because off-road tires don't do shit in the sky

let me leave this behind
let me leave your mind
let me go, like you said you'll be fine
let me leave this behind
let me leave your goddamn mind
let me go, like you said, you will be just fine, fine
fine