if there's a next time

Stuck in my thoughts about the things we could do differently
Next time, if there's a next time baby
I don't cry because the west side made me
I only fucked her cause you been changing

Her pain was my pain but my pain was no ones
I been working my life away to get you what you want
Aye my lil cousin just called me he don't trust his mom
Asked me to talk to the lawyer
Asked me for the bond
Told em I'll do everything that I can by tomorrow
I know y'all see me blowing up I got a regular job
And I got my own problems
Nigga I can't even solve em
And my girl don't want me back
It ain't been nobody calling
Wonder why she changed her mind
Wonder when I'll stop thinking bout it
How is this so easy for you
Wondering who you got around you

He probably taller then me
You probably make time for him
He probably all that you need
You really all that I want
I wonder how you can sleep
How all this shit end with nothing
I let you slow down my dreams
You don't even like how I sing
Never made me feel like I won
You put to much above me
I showed you love on E
You made me feel like I'm dumb

You still my best friend pb
Every time we get back together it's always better baby come and see me
Do you believe me
I'm proud of you I love the fact you don't need me
Don't fuck nobody else if you ain't gon' leave me for ever

I know you laughing and telling people you don't like my music
How cringe is it that I can't sleep and I feel stupid
I gave you the power to hurt me I can't believe you used it
I'm just the kid you met at the gym but what I go through you clueless