No Autotune Freestyle

Listen
Rarely do I speak on shit that's not concerning me
The crime scene had his name by his body like nursery
Thermostat cracked, too much heat had his body leaking Mercury
Learn to tuck the pain, can't be showing it externally
I had a doctor tell me he surprised that I'm alive
So what you know about adversity?
Can't have no bitches out here burning me
My first heartbreak left me scarred for eternity
Pills in the glass, only break for an emergency
And every night feel the same, feel like rain and uncertainty
Fuck the humble route, I switched lanes to accommodate my urgency
Hundred in the tip jar for the courtesy
I wanna stress about the color of the seats
Either cream or the burgundy
Women from my past that did me dirty
See me on and try to flirt with me
Baby, that don't work with me
I'm three hours deep, up the 13
Only person that I owe, is the one that birthed me
My back been stabbed so many times, they cannot hurt me
Showing love to everyone, even ones that curved me
Late night thoughts, "I bet these niggas wanna merc me"
And my hunger, it was never in question
See the poetry's forever embedded
I got Marcy in my corner so I'm always protected
All eyes on me, so they know when I'm stepping
I really started out on Florence, so they know where I'm headed
The promo all natural, used to beg for attention
I stopped cutting checks, slowly built like a pension
Kicked all my habits to curb like a tenant
Busted they bracket, brought the racket like tennis
Mindset over everything
My motto, my message
My future looking green, like her texts
All go, red light as I rev it
Mind, body, soul I'm home to the biggest like Texas
But it's New Jersey I'm repping

I, I, I, I high key don't even want
The fucking beat on for this next verse
I high key want the beat to be
Just be fucking disappeared on this next verse man
Just sub it down, I just
I just don't want to hear nothing but the sub on it

I really built this brick by brick
Slice a vein, I would watch the blood run off the wrist
All cause a bitch
Start dividing your success when you too focused on risk
A lotta L's, yeah we take those
More money, more problems
You could still lose a bride like Bezos
Maybe we could strike a deal?
Money not the fame tho
Maybe I should wear a mask or cover up my face more
No rap name "shit I'm going by my name tho"
Don't even matter by my laugh you know it's me
Tug of war, my mind keep battling with me
I turned my back and saw them stabbing on repeat
Heart problems, still got half the heart as me
They don't even
They don't work half as hard as me
10 bullets with my name on em, scattered by my feet uh
Tap-in
Don't the "love" look different when you look back
Mad at myself that I allowed it and just took that
Told you I was hurt in the past, and I thought you understood that
Playing victim, always something you was good at
I never did but should've questioned where we stood at
Cause reassurance, that was something you would look past
Oh my
It don't get much better than this
Water steaming, Glock cocked in the tub with it
Butter knife or not, promise I could cause a flood wit it
I snatched the baton, now they watch me run with it
Learned to write about it instead of me tryna run from it