Things On My Mind

Yeah
My life wouldn't be the same without you
I'd go insane without you
Funny thing is
I never liked you
I was jealous of you
So why'd you stick around?
When I pushed you out
When I threw you out
I was mad about
Everything and nothing
And you took all the blame
I developed a fear of
Looking at you
So I took down every mirror in this house
But you're a superhero
Even without a mask
Whenever I needed you
You showed up in the flash
(zoom)
No questions asked
Man I hated that
You saved me
I was on the verge of giving up
Even now
I am scared I'd never be living up
To your expectations
You're too perfect for me
You're everything I always wanted to be
Maybe that's why I created you
I lived in those dreams
I couldn't stand waking up, seeing things
For what they are
I go to school get beat up
Come back home so I can starve
I figured that would stop once I finished the school
I got my first job, first day
Didn't even go to graduation ceremony
It was a waste of time
I couldn't stand being 18 without a car
'Cause I would go online
And see a child with a brand new Lambo
(vroom vroom)
In his garage
Man I was so mad
I envied everybody more successful
If they can be that I can be that
This shit is stressful
What am I missing?
'Cause working 9 to 5 will only get me there in 5 to 9 lifetimes
And I only got one
Man I only got one
Uh

I only got one
I only got one
I only got one
So I will make the best of it
La la la la
This just me freestyling
I don't even have the chorus for this song
I didn't write anything
This isn't even a song, it's just me venting

I remember this one discussion that we had in the class
What kind of car we'd like to own
Any car
And everyone was saying BMW, Mercedes
Or Audi
And that's the limit of imagination
You know?
And it seems realistic enough so nobody questions it
And I'm not talking R8s
I'm talking A4 at best
Used too
And that's a great car don't get me wrong but
You know what I kept saying?
And I still keep saying
Listen
Uh
I'll have a new Rolls Royce Ghost
When I go to the shows
McLaren 720s
Pedal to the metal
'Till I feel the pressure in my chest
This the verse that I had
And everyone started laughing at me
(Bro get the fuck outta here)
Why tho?
You know that saying
If you shoot for the moon you will end up in the stars
I live by that
I will have dreams so unrealistic
And so unreachable sounding
That if I really believe I'll get it
Even if I don't get it
I will still be so high up
You'll have trouble seeing me
Even if you were to look up from the top of the fucking mountain
And that's on me
Watch me
Uh, listen

One day I'ma be a superstar (bling)
One day I'ma drive the fastest car (uh)
One day I'ma fuck a baddest bitch (yeah)
I will own a penthouse in Qatar (uh huh)
One day soon I will make my first million (yeah)
Right after that I will chase a 10 million
Right after that I will chase a 100 million
After that I can only chase a billion
And always remember
Shoot for the moon
They'll laugh at you no matter what so who cares
You know you can say
I want to open a barbershop
And they'll be like
This guy
What the fuck do you know about cutting hair?
Sit down