Nicotine

Numb myself with nicotine and liquor once again
I'm sick of all these motherfuckers that pretend to be my friend
I'm at the end of my rope
Bouta choke
Gasp for air and reach for hope
I know the surface seems so thin until you fall in
Hoping I don't wake up
Just my luck
Failure in my life I see death is no difference
I'm gonna pop another bottle and light me up J
Smoke away all of my problems today
Love's like a flame in the rain and I'm worried we're just in a drought
Filled up with doubt and I'm dealing with pain while I'm feeling deranged cus I'm spending like all of my pay

Pay pay pay
Paycheck to paycheck
I lived that way since a baby
I been subjected to addictions that are socially accepted
Chain smoke in a truck with the fuckin windows up
Thirty rack every week
Claim that you can quit we'll see
I don't wanna front like I don't understand
It's a damn shame
Everybody don't got a plan
So I cant blame
Every single problem that I face on my family
But I know I got a few
Thinkin that I gotta do
Everything that I can to be different
Distance my self as a defense I'm sick of this
Cycle I'm livin in no forward vision and too many problems to count
So I

Numb myself with nicotine and liquor once again
I'm sick of all these motherfuckers that pretend to be my friend
I'm at the end of my rope
Bouta choke
Gasp for air and reach for hope
I know the surface seems so thin until you fall in
Hoping I don't wake up
Just my luck
Failure in my life I see death is no difference
I'm gonna pop another bottle and light me up J
Smoke away all of my problems today
Love's like a flame in the rain and I'm worried we're just in a drought
Filled up with doubt and I'm dealing with pain while I'm feeling deranged cus I'm spending like all of my pay



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Writer(s): Aaron Palmer
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