Alive

I'm alive I'm alive but there's barely a sign
I got a 9 to my mind with a ledge on my right
I'm tryna fly
Let me fly
Let me fly
Let me fly
Just let me fly
I'm alive I'm alive but there's barely a sign
I got a 9 to my mind with a ledge on my right
I'm tryna fly
Let me fly
Let me fly
Let me fly
Just let me fly

I get high
Just to drown out the thoughts of suicide
Close my eyes and escape from my life
I just need to get away
I'm so damn sick of everything
Tired
Tried
But I think there's no point anymore
Time
Lies
Everything ain't fine why pretend I'm ok?
God I need somethin to smoke
Sick to my stomach I'm feelin my throat close
Livin on nothin but hope
But I got so little left think I'm due for the rose
Lay me out up on a death bed
Put me down I think your dead set
Feel like I'm outta my depth yet
I keep on swimmin in debt yes
I got some problems a couple are killin me
I see the dollars turn people to villainy
But I still want em I need me a million
Fuck all emotion man I'm sick of feelin it
God I just wanna be numb
God I just wanna be numb

I'm alive I'm alive but there's barely a sign
I got a 9 to my mind with a ledge on my right
I'm tryna fly
Let me fly
Let me fly
Let me fly
Just let me fly
I'm alive I'm alive but there's barely a sign
I got a 9 to my mind with a ledge on my right
I'm tryna fly
Let me fly
Let me fly
Let me fly
Just let me fly
I'm alive I'm alive but there's barely a sign
I got a 9 to my mind with a ledge on my right
I'm tryna fly
Let me fly
Let me fly
Let me fly
Just let me fly

Maybe I'm a little bit fucked up
Life kinda sucks and I need to get my luck up
Maybe I should really get locked up
Used to gettin tossed in a locker not that far off
Far from insanity but I'm still closer than I ever wanted to be
It's fuckin obscene
How much I fuck up the scene
I'm off the script it would seem
Smokin that medical only thing keepin me sane
Already arranged for death
Lie when I need to attest
Ask if I'm fine I say I'm at my best
Well fuck it I guess
Even my highs are as low as it gets
So what's the difference haven't felt bliss
Since you were with me but now that you're gone I'm just stuck in my head

I'm alive I'm alive but there's barely a sign
I got a 9 to my mind with a ledge on my right
I'm tryna fly
Let me fly
Let me fly
Let me fly
Just let me fly
I'm alive I'm alive but there's barely a sign
I got a 9 to my mind with a ledge on my right
I'm tryna fly
Let me fly
Let me fly
Let me fly
Just let me fly



Credits
Writer(s): Aaron Palmer
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