Past Hurt

I know, I know, I know, I held her close to my heart
So close that I was falling apart
I know, I know, I held her too close
She filled me to the brim with false hope
Wow it's really funny that I really couldn't cope
All the time that you thought it was a joke God damn it
I can't believe I let it get this bad
I wish for a heart attack

I need real love after this year's events
An entire year that I fully regret
And I need to cry but I can't anymore
I feel so sore
All of your fault
I just needed some more
You had me so anxious
You had me so bored

You had the bloody nerve to force me to the floor
What was running through your mind
When I admitted my scars
We deleted our messages
Your guess is as good as ours

I know, I know, I know, I held her close to my heart
So close that I was falling apart
I know, I know, I held her too close
She filled me to the brim with false hope
Wow it's really funny that I really couldn't cope
All the time that you thought it was a joke
God damn it, I can't believe I let it get this bad
I wish for a heart attack

Don't know why I'm being so petty
Got a bad taste for love on my first encounter
Now I can't trust ya
Always got my guard up
Cause I only let it down when I'm alone but
I've never felt so alone in my life
It's funny what love can do to you
My bad past really ruined my future

Got colossal loss of love
And now a lot of the time
My mind isn't on the right side of life
I'ma just focus on being a star
I'll buy a bike fore I buy a car
But I'll just buy both when I'm a millionaire
Wasn't my intention
Wasn't my intention
Wasn't my intention



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Writer(s): Charley Jack Outred-marascalchi
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