nothing's forever

If you could hear my thoughts
Darling, what would you think?
I think that you'd be terrified
Knowing I never meant anything by it

And if you could wear this skin
Darling, how would you feel?
I think you'd try to cut it off, drawing blood
Make it stop, as soon as you did

But if nothing's forever why can't I get better?
It's been a year and I'm still the same
And I can't find the feeling, I don't have reason
I'm too fucking numb to feel pain

If I could read your mind
Would it make this all easier?
Would I finally just let you go? Call it off?
But I wouldn't mean any of it

Could I sleep at night and not stare at the ceiling?
"God, what is he thinking?"
Now I'm stuck reliving when you cut it off
Drew the blood, you made it stop as soon as I did

But if nothing's forever why can't I get better?
It's been a year and I'm still the same
And I can't find the feeling, I don't have reason
I'm too fucking numb to feel pain

I'm too fucking numb to feel pain