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"I fucking hate myself"
"I'm-"
"I'm so fucking lonely"

"You don't know what is like to be worthless"
"When nothing you do matters"
"I feel that way everyday in my life"
"Everyday I'm dead"

I'm trapped inside a Coffin
Aisa lagra it's the end
Searching for a remedy
I'm lookin' for my meds
I'm jus' thanking that
I'm able to survive the nights
Mai pop karu pills
Which relax my mind
I don't know what the fuck is going inside my head
Raato ko lagta ki l'm layin' on my death bed
This shit is going to be I guess so fucking sad
I think I'm gonna die by next Jan
Chain se toh mai raato ko soo bhi ni pata
Nasho ke bina dard mujhse saha he ni jaata
Sapno me koi shakash mujhe aake darta
Reh skte ho mere bina
Chalo reh ke dikhana

I don't want to die I just don't want to live
'Cause the more I try the less I get back
I don't wanna die I just don't want to live
'Cause in my 20 years I have never felt a thing

Batata nahi kisiko ki lera hu mai therapies
Batadiya toh shayad hasne lage ge yeh mujh par he
Therapist ne kaha ki you have to face reality
Reality is fucked up and that shit kinda scares me
Bataya mene usko about my suicide attempt
Jo letters the likhe I showed her that
Mene kaha I got dreams I don't wanna die
But I don't wanna live at the same fucking time
Jab se woh gye I don't feel righteous
Kill me already or hand me a rifle
Thoughts are dark cuz ho chuki hai night ab
To save myself I lighted a joint up

I don't want to die I just don't want to live
'Cause the more I try the less I get back
I don't wanna die I just don't want to live
'Cause in my 20 years I have never felt a thing

Aane wala din jab na rahunga yaha
Tab sun'na mere gaane aur sab feel krna
Na rona meri kabar pe na hona hairaan
Tumko di thi awazein tab toh kisi ne bhi na suna
So maybe this is gonna be my final goodbye
Jaanta yeh sun'ne ke badh bhi koi rokne na aye
Been goin' through this shit now for a while
Yeh mere thoughts hai or tumko lagri hai lines
Mai khud he push kar raha logo ko door
They all thinking that I'm egoistic and I'm rude
I don't know what to say you got it all wrong
But fuck it let me cut my wrist and finish this song

I don't want to die I just don't want to live
'Cause the more I try the less I get back
I don't wanna die I just don't want to live
'Cause in my 20 years I have never felt a thing



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