Perspective

I'm just trying to provide
I know you feel alone inside
Gotta chase these dreams
Put Queen in whips too clean

You know cash rules C.R.E.A.M.
Provide a life so serene
Missing out on his first steps
Trying to get outta this debt

Shorty this life is real
I know I mask how I feel
World on my shoulders
My side of the bed's colder

You're left to hold our son
Tears are starting to run
Down the sides of your face
Feel voids of empty space

Marathon not a race
Pray to eat saying grace
Ain't the same when I'm gone
Yo what I do feels wrong

Come home to feel withdrawn
Road to make it seems long
Please just trust the vision
Providing more is a mission

My presence is missed
Bittersweet your forehead's kissed
It hurts when I gotta leave
Price paid for what's achieved

Wearing pain on my sleeve
I touch you I feel relieved
The family pays a toll
Sacrifice with a goal

Seeing a man's role
Hustle controls my soul
Not seeing eye to eye
Both of us filled with pride

Sitting here thinking why
We never see either side
Of the same exact coin
You bared fruits of my loin

Miss holidays I should join
Heart's colder than Des Moines
Want all of it to pay off
Tired of paying the cost

Just like the sample says
Baby talk to me
Baby talk to me
Baby talk to me

I rather have you broke
Instead of divided and rich
Feelings I refuse to cloak
Heart rips missing a stitch

Spend time build memories
Money don't heal loneliness
Just happiness for a moment
From a lover to opponent

In a home feeling distant
Trading this in a instant
Anxiety causes a wedge
Doing better harder to pledge

I wanna be more for you
Feel like what I say isn't true
Home alone facing four walls
I'm sorry I don't answer your calls

I'm battling depression
Trying to balance aggression
Frustration and my doubt
Scared to get up and go out

Do you look at me the same
Will our love spark a flame
Am I failing as wife
Are you getting tired of this life

Maybe I push you too hard
Always wanna prove you're great
Pushing to go an extra yard
Both of us carry weight

Thoughts of feeling doubt
I know you wanna pull us out
I'm longing to be held
Wanting my body to be felt

I'm starting to feel compelled
That I hate the cards dealt
I just want you to come home
Me you and Tony all alone

You're so stuck in your zone
What's it worth when you're gone
I deal with a son that cries
Forgave you for the lies

But I'm struggling to endure
Baby can love be the cure

Mami listen to intuition
We'll be in a better position
And it started from ambition
Dreams written from composition

Real love is always tested
Please know I'm fully invested
I meant every single promise
You're my diamond like a rhombus

I can be blinded by my vision
I know I've made poor decisions
Never meant to cause division
Cutting deeper than incisions

Brandon you're forgiven
I only have one condition
Open your ears and listen
Here's my proposition

Regardless of what you say
Hold me at the end of the day
And baby talk to me
Stop and talk to me

Please baby talk to me
Stop and talk to me



Credits
Writer(s): Brandon Taliercio
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