Stuck In My Head

I'm trying to do better
Pain in this love letter
Felt a change like the weather
I really miss being together

My rock in younger years
The message is clear
Now I gotta face tears
I never admit my fear

Losing my other half
Guilt in the aftermath
The days we would laugh
Captured through photographs

Loving me wasn't easy
Cause I was moving sleazy
You just wanted to please me
But I was being too needy

A partner I failed to be
Betrayed you cause I was greedy
Examples set for our son
Actions that can't be undone

Fighting to be the only one
Truth I can't outrun
Why did I make you feel lesser
Even though you make me better

My queen my rock
Can I turn back the clock
I miss you in this bed
Memories back then

Lovers and friends
I'm the reason it ends
Now I'm stuck in my head
Yeah stuck in my head

I never gave a fuck
Now I'm really outta luck
Deeper in my thought
Feeling way too stuck

I know I should've fought
Harder for your attention
So much bullshit to mention
A class act without remorse

Of course I was the source
Lack of communication
You just wanted adoration
I can't deny accusations

Phone conversations
And obvious flirtations
Caught up in situations
The love is so real

And so is the pain
Numb emotions to not feel
But the tears fall like rain
I couldn't hold it down

And now you look like a clown
For being solid and loyal
Seems like the future spoils
You were meant to be royal

Lies twisted like coils
Truth always comes to light
And your intuition was right
Toss and turn at night

After we argue and fight
You been knew the vibes
A nigga living double lives
Staring at me while I sleep

Plotting on how to cut deep
Should you go out and creep
Keyshia Cole in the Jeep
Relating to the lyrics

So tired of the gimmicks
Fucking up your acrylics
After going off in hysterics
Hard slaps to my face

My queen my rock
Can I turn back the clock
I miss you in this bed
Memories back then

Lovers and friends
I'm the reason it ends
Now I'm stuck in my head
Yeah stuck in my head

Will love turn to hate
Actions seal the fate
Relationships should be great
But it might be too late

What else can be said
Memories in my head
I lost a lover and a friend
She'll never be the same again

From the trauma I caused
I wish I can go back
And just hit pause
The facts are the facts

Demise is my own doing
Bitches I was fucking and screwing
Has this home in ruins
Mind's stuck on solutions

The aftermath's conclusions
Has my heart in bruises
I was really beyond stupid
Shot to the heart like Cupid

Nightmares become lucid
From a love well suited
Losing you is my one regret
A woman I can't forget

I miss the way you smell
I miss diving deep in your well
Wetness of those walls
Reminiscing it all

Those hot plates were the best
After a long day feeling stressed
Baby come back to the nest
Life with you was blessed

It's too late to mend the past
We could've made it last
I was moving too fast
I burned out and crashed

Seeing you when I close my eyes
Truth survives the lies
Now the crib's really empty
As I drown in this Remy

My queen my rock
Can I turn back the clock
I miss you in this bed
Memories back then

Lovers and friends
I'm the reason it ends
Now I'm stuck in my head
Yeah stuck in my head