Blinded - Freestyle

And I'm in pain
Everyday
Cry when I hear your name
Girl look what you did to me
Look what you did to me
Tryna see the good in you but I feel like future
You ain't showing no emotion u like a computer
From the past i could tell we really had no future
Reality check i realized i should've seen right through ya

You made me believe that love is real
Now I got a different philosophy on this shit
I held it down on my side I was legit
But you were fake like the 23 on those kicks
On my busy days I make time move quick
I ain't tryna sit down and think about what I really miss
Drowning these feelings pass the bottle lemme drink
You pushed me to the edge pushed me right to the brink
And this train of pain hit me faster than i could blink
And I still can't believe that you really did that shit
You were playing games then you put me in the mix

I wanted you for you i was never tryna hit
But I became another number added to your list
Truth be told girl you really got me pissed
Heart shattered on the floor when you sped off in that whip
I was already dying slow but you came made it quick
And this pain in my heart really something i cannot heal
Happiness a true emotion something i cannot feel
Cycle of my life, this shit hurts and it repeats
This dating thing it really be the pits
You said i was the one but that ain't what it is
I was the one to pass time when you were lonely by your crib
I was just another niqqa that you had on your list
You and your friends played me good like damn you really slick
Like damn you really slick
You and your friends played me good like damn you really slick
Now I'm in feels you got me looking dumb like look at what you did

You got me feeling like nasty c cause I miss you
But fuck your energy, it ain't peaceful
I wanna say it's killing girl you're lethal
Pretty snake in the garden your words are deceitful
And I look back to the times before them issues
Before you shot at me girl with em heavy missiles
You were all that I needed
Now I wish I never met you