PCS (feat. Carolyn Thomas)

Holy shoot I'm dizzy, the whole rooms spinning, I'm confused, am I beginning to lose consciousness?
I hold my head and hope I don't knock it again, I'm thinking oh no not again
Then I'm lying there knocked out, my ex thought I was dead, but I was not well
She was screaming out, please I need help
I came to, but I wasn't the same dude, I was confident, I'd be in my grave soon
I was raced to the emergency room, with urgency too
Hearing my name, but I couldn't place, who they were referring to
I couldn't state my date of birth and everyone's faces were blurred
I just wish that I'd wake up better tomorrow, but I know, I'll awake weathered and hollow
It's been so difficult, I'm fucking miserable, I'm just wrecking ball, wrecking all who are there when I fall
I look death in the eyes and walk up the steps in the sky, coz I'm fed up with life
I'm gonna leave town, and go and leap down
I'll let you know the weather whenever I reach hell
Post concussion syndrome, get out of my brain
Post concussion syndrome, your driving me insane
Post concussion syndrome get out of my brain
Post concussion syndrome, you know I'm not playing.
The docs could not provide me answers, every night, I thought I would die on my mattress
I was rude, no sign of manners, I define madness, so callous, throwing tantrums
Not knowing what's happening, had me below the canvas no answers for four months by then, I had my wall up, tearing walls apart
After adding all of my falls up, I'm about to jump out of a window
Then I was diagnosed with post concussion syndrome, most concussion are been known, to last a week or so
But they don't even know, how long till I get sorted, multiple head traumas
From hitting my head on coffee tables and bed drawers, the floor and edged corners
I've lost my job and fiancé, my life's dead in the water
I really wish, this depression was shorter
Post concussion syndrome, get out of my brain
Post concussion syndrome, your driving me insane
Post concussion syndrome get out of my brain
Post concussion syndrome, you know I'm not playing.
How long till I get better?
It could be months or it could be years, it's really hard to say
Constant headaches, like my heads, the heaviest weight, that anyone could ever create
I've seen better days, I can't remember the date, all the medicine I take, that's meant to send me straight
Memory loss, has me heavily lost, I can't remember shit, I can't even remember my song
Constantly confused, all I do is offer abuse, It's not an excuse, I can't remember, what I say or do
I can't remember if I watched the news
I keep doing the same thing, and everyone thinks, that I'm crazy, like I should be ashamed to be me
Do they understand, that I have a brain injury?
How I face difficulty, tying my laces literally, being judged, coz I don't have a bandage
It saddens me, my fall caused my brain, to be forced to pay, coz of a small mistake
How can I go on? I've lost everything from my job, to the girl who had my ring
I used to think I had the world on a string, now everything twirls and spins
I wanna hurl coz I'm feeling really fucking sick
Post concussion syndrome, get out of my brain
Post concussion syndrome, your driving me insane
Post concussion syndrome get out of my brain
Post concussion syndrome, you know I'm not playing