Goodbye! (feat. Tiffany Fisher)

I'm ashamed of the things I said, somethings wrong with my brain, I'm pig headed
It must of driven you insane and I regret it, but I don't think I'll get the chance to ever express it
I ain't a man, I'm pathetic, I've learnt a lot but I'll never forget it
My mental state was never great, so I started to self medicate, using drugs to help my mental state
I wish I treated you in a better way, I'd never concede in anyway, without you, this life, I don't care to stay
I was over medicated and didn't notice the ramifications, I had low patience, unless I was so wasted
Didn't want to go places, I'm no saint, no, I'm no great, I wish I could say, that I made no mistakes, but I couldn't, coz I was a hopeless disgrace.
I know, it didn't work, like we'd like
So I'll say, my goodbyes
Goodbye, goodbye
We would fight, now our love, it has died
So I'll say, my goodbyes
Goodbye, goodbye
I hope you do enjoy your life
I know I wasn't perfect, you were not easy either, but for what's its worth, my apology is sincere, I don't know if you'll ever hear it,
When there's something on my mind, I write rhymes to clear it, I'm a rapper, it was never gonna be, a walk in the park
I'm always talking craft, talking tough, slaughtering bars, always pouring my heart out in all my art, now my life's falling apart
Sometimes I think, I hear you calling Marz, then I remember, you're a fallen star, that used to warm my heart, but now the warmth is up
I can't force love, but I can apologise, for all the times, that I caused you strife and for all the lies and all the times, you warned me
Like this is your last chance and I'd reform for like four or five forced nights
I know, it didn't work, like we'd like
So I'll say, my goodbyes
Goodbye, goodbye
We would fight, now our love, it has died
So I'll say, my goodbyes
Goodbye, goodbye
I hope you do enjoy your life
I'm thinking of all the memories of you, now I'm sitting here, in this fucking empty room, I need a remedy soon
Drinking Hennessy black and Jack Tennessee, to stop the memories of you, my thoughts are haunting me, causing me, to not fall asleep
I'm old, flawed and weak, my futures cold, short and bleak, why did I always have to cause a scene
Pause the machine, I don't wanna record, what I'm seeing
But raps the only way I might bare with this, coz my mic is my therapist, no there's nothing that I'm scared to spit
If I look like a fair dick, for caring about what she'd wear and shit, go ahead judge me
I don't care what you think, you weren't there when we fucking split, you don't know about all the trust that was broken
There's still a lot of cards, that I'm not showing
I know, it didn't work, like we'd like
So I'll say, my goodbyes
Goodbye, goodbye
We would fight, now our love, it has died
So I'll say, my goodbyes
Goodbye, goodbye
I hope you do enjoy your life