Look Back (feat. Don Kadji)

Got too many nightmares, I can't fucking sleep at night
Got too many reasons to change my life
I'm still awake so I write another song
I'm the strongest 'cause the more you cry the stronger you become

Look back back back back
When I was a child
Chasing dreams, crossing the line

Now I rap rap rap rap
To let all shit behind
When I was a kid I didn't got this shit in mind

As a kid,
Carefree was my adjective
Now I have to smoke weed
It's like my medicine

Hopeful life, cheerful mind
Sympathetic ego
The only fake friends I had
Were the Legos

Grew up with Nirvana
Reaching the nirvana
When I was a kid
I didn't give a fuck about nada

Playing in the streets
Then it came basketball and 2k
Started watching NBA
Just more fun on the way

Snow battles in winter
Now more bottles for the winners
Everyday felt like it was weekend

Everyday so much fun in summer
Now getting drunk the more I can
For every bummer

And then it came rap, it changed everything
Also alcohol and that sweet thing, that green thing
And now here I am, writing some bars
Live at night, with the light of the stars

Look back back back back
When I was a child
Chasing dreams, crossing the line

Now I rap rap rap rap
To let all shit behind
When I was a kid I didn't got this shit in mind

Look back back back
When I was a child
searching love, my half side

Now i rap rap rap
To let this shit behind
Never put the others in front of your grind

Everybody buzzing for the gossip on the way
Man I don't know about news until I'm on that first page
Don't fuck with these hoes by my side I got my shadow
All my people they can hate, all my opps they can swallow

These guys put so much stress, while I put good vibes on a life so messed
And I pray to the best so I praise my bro
Gotta save this shit gotta build this show

Look back up to find the spark
Come fresh like 2016 all stars
I was balling with broken shoes
Now I step looking so abused

Basketball to US trap
Me and bro had no time for a nap
Looking back the goals were set
Now let's show them kids respect

And I look back trying to have some to write
To save my life and give her a sense
And if I go straight to the point
I swear this shit will get more tense

Look back back back back
Please stop the fucking lies
I cannot even drive
I'm on my grind to take a flight

These hoes are just a mess
Can't keep up with my pace
Ambitions for this cash real ambition of escape

Look back back back back
When I was a child
Chasing dreams, crossing the line

Now I rap rap rap rap
To let all shit behind
When I was a kid I didn't got this shit in mind