Blurry Nights

Moon in mind, hands in pockets
Write this rhymes in my notebook
Watch the sky, losing focus
This life is losing structure

Looking back to happier times
Life's so simple when you high
I haven't seen that smile
In a while

The world's a little blurry, I'm losing my mind
Those nights just dark, those days just black and white
Winter in summer, still December, waiting for July
Dealing with ancient ghosts in these lonely nights

Sorry if I'm being antisocial
Deeper than the ocean
I'm tired of all these emotions
I keep them quite with this potion

Too many desires I'm attached to
Smoke the pain away, sorry Mama but I had to

Sorry Mama but I had to
'Cause life's so hard, life's so simple
There's no difference sometime
Everything messed up in these blurry night

Blurry, blurry, can't see nothing
Music is giving me something
'Cause I'm trying to heal my heart, but I broke my mind
I'm swearing, I'm not joking

Feeling kind of dizzy
Your attitude kind of silly
I love you that's why I hate myself
Can't even fuck with my feeling

Nothing nice, never smile
Feeling fine, that's a lie, do you mind?
If I pour some liquor, did you figure
How that's a blurry night?

Don't even trust myself
Can't trust you anymore
You're not even answering me anymore
Don't know why I still check on my phone

Oh no, Friday night
Still stucked in my mind
I still fucking love you
I don't even know why

Maybe 'cause there was something between us
But now you act like a diva
Fuck it, give me that glass
Yeah

Feeling kind of dizzy
Feeling kind of dizzy
Tell me how you're really feeling

Feeling kind of lost
Feeling kind of fucked
Feeling like my body doesn't even got a heart

Tell me how it is
Tell me who you are
I'm trying to do my shit 'cause I'm still aiming for the stars

Losing my path
Need a pass
Can you call me back?
Since I met her I knew there was no turning back

Finish the bottle
Emptying the glass
Walking in the dark
Don't even feel myself

Feeling kind of lonely in this b
Sorry about everything
But I'm on my shit
Putting too much heart on this beat

Around all night even though this night is blurry
Feeling kinda lonely
Tell them that I'm sorry
Pff



Credits
Writer(s): Jordan Lenoir
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